Well today was fun...
I woke up at 7 (not complaining) to go to dayton for David's wrestaling meet
It was a good day i believe over all...We missed his first match and then saw all the other ones. He won 2 out of 5 I believe, thats still really good i was really happy for him he did really good, the last match against teys vally tho was really bad...I hope his eye is alright. he got like punched or elbowed or something in the eye and it was like almost swollen shut...I was scared. He like powered this guy tho after that, it was funny i was like laughing my ass off... even tho the guy behing me did say that they needed to controle him becuase he was being unsportsman like, I was thinking god damnit he just like got hit in the face, what do you expect. I haven't seen him that rowed up in a while....I was awesome.

After the match I went home and got dressed for the basketball game.... we lost again....but its alright. I don't even member what the score was... Then I drove Ally, Kari, and MacKenzie to Damons we had fun. like 5 min after we got there Mcnulty, Jace, Mentzer, Tay and May and JD came. No sooner had McNulty asked about Lauren (her dad said she couldn't go) She showed up.....YAY!! They tryed to get us to pay for them too...but we wouldn't so they left. Then we were there for a while...then we left and went to Meijers and i was looking for some makeup...when we saw them and then we walked around talking to them for a few....we didnt find what we were looking for but they started fucking around so we didnt want to get introuble so we left.... I took Kari home, and then Ally I was going to stay at Ally's for a while but mom wanted me home.

I get home and I guess that bling blawow kid is trying to get involved again bc Kt Schingledecker starts talking to me about him trying to talk to her but she ignored him, so we got to talkin about her and her ex bf...Jared Best..... then her new one, some kid who goes to Jhonathin Adler....she's alright i guess...she said me and david were cute... :'( too bad monday is  only a day away....I regret even like thinking about it now... but i think i might be able to do it....I don't want to but i hope it will help..... MARIAH CAREY is my idle!! BREAKDOWN is such a good song!


David is at Ryans house... I tryed to call his cell but i think Ryan answered....idk.... I wanted to talk to him.. Iwanted to stop by and see him tonite...but i guess not. I love him. that breakdown song...makes me think of what were about to do. the choris expecially....
*-* Well, I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant  About it and I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you  But in reality I'm slowly loosing my my mind Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly 'Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night And turn down all the lights and then break down and cry *-*

Cause Im going to compose myself durring the day...I refuse to let him see me cry..... to let him see how hard im paying for my own decision....for the love that I've got for him...I hope he wont like move on from me with this....I know its going to be hard on him too but were both going to go through with it....I LOVE DAVID EDWARD GOODRICH

signing off for the night....Love you..

Huggs and Kisses
Lisa